Anxious & Excitedness

7/19/11

32 weeks & 2 days pregnant today! I think I have felt hiccups for the first time that I have actually really noticed. They probably have happened before, but I didn't pay much attention. It's such a sweet feeling :)! She has been moving sooo much and I can feel her little feet and arms pushing out and i'll touch them and push them back, it is so cool. I can't wait till I get to tickle those little feet and hold those tiny hands!! I seriously am getting so excited and anxious, but it feels like there is so much longer to wait. I knew this feeling would come, but I know she needs to bake longer. I'll just look forward to the baby showers and other things I have planned before her arrival. I hope I can keep distracted. My last day of work will be this Friday, so I'll have to keep busy working out, organizing the house, and setting everything up that I need done.

David's bday is this weekend and I'm really excited to make his cake. I want to make something great and hopefully after I get settled into mommyhood and going to school at the same time that I can start doing my cakes and things for others. I really want to start baking and doing the thing I love more. I miss it.

2 MONTHS?!!!

The time is flying by! As the Countdown to baby getting here dwindles smaller and smaller, I still am in shock that we will have a baby here in about 2 months and 1 week! It is so unreal to me and the little munchkin is inside my belly. I have been working on getting our house all organized and ready for baby's arrival. All the clothes I have right now are washed and put away, we have the crib & cosleeper (is on its way), and we got a stroller/car seat combo. I feel a bit more ready since our purchase of the car seat yesterday, but still it worries me that I might not have enough time after baby showers to get everything else I need before she is here. I know its the "nesting anxiety" coming in, but thats just the kind of person I am, I worry. It will all be ok, I know.

I just still can't believe I will finally be a mom of my own little baby so soon. The anxious, nervous, overwhelmed, scared, and excited feelings I have just keep piling on. As it probably does with every new parent. Our little one feels huge in my belly now and I can feel another growths spurt coming on, cause my belly gets really tight at night. It is so surreal to be able to feel and move her little body parts when she is jabbing me in the side. I can't wait to play with those little toes and hands and kiss that soft baby skin!!! I just can't wait!!